Do you remember when you were yonger and you could more or less day to day witout worrying about much?
I wish ife was still like that now at times.
Having parent who are constanty there - thinking they will always be there.
Life is good now too I guess just in different ways.
Just at times it would be nice to stil have the protection blakets of not needing to worry about a thing.
I love the kids I look after and the older sister Olivia (who has taken a liking to giving me lots of hugs.) But is freaky thinking I am not coming home for another 7 months. Im going to be screwed if I have to pay for the ticket myself...
7 months is such a fricken long time!!!
It becomes a case of living it day by day.
Whats hard is when a dicussion is going on and you would like to hear it but dont understand cause it is in another language.
My laptop is now broken too. So am using a swedish computer that tells me every word I spell is worng.
On a happy note as long as Rach gets her visa soon I will get to spend 5 days in Russia with her and her birthday! Then we are going to come back to finland together! In 26 days!!!
Which is not to bad... Except soon the mum will be home al the time so I will not ave te house to myself in the mornings aymore.