I wish ife was still like that now at times.
Having parent who are constanty there - thinking they will always be there.
Life is good now too I guess just in different ways.
Just at times it would be nice to stil have the protection blakets of not needing to worry about a thing.
I love the kids I look after and the older sister Olivia (who has taken a liking to giving me lots of hugs.) But is freaky thinking I am not coming home for another 7 months. Im going to be screwed if I have to pay for the ticket myself...
7 months is such a fricken long time!!!
It becomes a case of living it day by day.
Whats hard is when a dicussion is going on and you would like to hear it but dont understand cause it is in another language.
My laptop is now broken too. So am using a swedish computer that tells me every word I spell is worng.
On a happy note as long as Rach gets her visa soon I will get to spend 5 days in Russia with her and her birthday! Then we are going to come back to finland together! In 26 days!!!
Which is not to bad... Except soon the mum will be home al the time so I will not ave te house to myself in the mornings aymore.
It is called the joys of growing up sweetheart. Its hard sometimes, but can also be rewarding, and you learn a lot about yourself. I will always be here for you - only a call away at the mo. But am very proud of all you have achieved. 7 months is a long time, but think of all you have to look forward too - Russia, wow. England - and seeing your Aunty Margaret, plus travelling with Steph. Pretty awesome. So well done and you should be really proud of what you are achieving.
ReplyDeleteJanuary?
ReplyDeleteLove you babe.. sounds like you are having so much fun.. kinda. Am in tears now, but I am happy for you darling.
January seeing each other?
ReplyDeleteHome by Christmas is my aim now!
Was not having a good mornin!