Saturday 30th January 2010

Felt sick most of the day.

The roof started leaking again. So not cool!

Felt better around 6pm and got ready for Hannah's party.

Took Ashmleigh with me. So we were sober together. Was a great night.

"I LOVE THIS SONG"

Lots of dancing, people drinking heaps.

Hope Hannah has lots of fun being 18!

Friday 29th January 2010

Woke up silly time this morning, I would have to stay I could not live in Mel's flat and work as well. They do not tend to go to bed till very late. Not good when you have work the next morning. I was the first up at 8. Hannah picked me up and we decided we needed coffee. So off to McDonalds drive thru it was.

Only to turn around and go back to Palmy for work - still not sure if there was a point in coming home. Could of just been picked up in Palmy. Much to my disgust though I was in around home clothes. Saw a few people I knew in town.

Finally finished work.

Then decided to go for a 'walk' with Rachel. We got befriended by a dog. We chatted about the things only we could "Nearly and really sound the same".

Came home and had tea.

Then Tabi rang!!!! First time I spoke to her in nearly a month :) We chatted about people and other sorts of things. Gosh I miss her.

When I got off the phone, mum was doing the puzzle we have been doing for a week or so. Naturally I sat down and did some more to - except we had nearly finished. So we had to carry on till it was all done, to find out the last piece! Grr very anonnying.

Thursday 28 January 2010

Happy sunny day.

Busy working.

Went and banked a cheque for working on Monday and saw Rachel doing the same thing :)

Great night out. There was no one at Flyers, but The Cob was packed. Saw Mel first time since New Years. Stayed the night at her new flat.

Hannah fall off the bar stool at the cob.

Hot chips being bought at one in the morning, constant drinking, loud music, able to go and have your own space, a few guys (not bad looking ones either). I can not wait till I decide to go flatting!

I feel quite old that now my friends are out flatting.

Her flatemates are nice and one came out with us.

"Why do you have Kristov 62 it tastes foul?"

Cant wait for next time.

Wednesday 27th January 2010

"Some people just need to learn when to keep there mouths shut"

Tuesday 26th January 2010

Had another good day today :)

(Spent most of it in a daydream)

Went to Palmy with family, went visiting had work - great fun.

Worked - so just a normal happy day with loud thunder.

I watched Flying Doctors - the big thing about it today was choices, it is fully right! Every little choice has it's effects. Deciding to do homework or not, or turn up to work. But big decisions have again a more outright straight away effect, like going to uni, doing an oe or working. Each little decision tends to have many consequences. We learnt about this amazingly in consumer studies/economics it's called in short the economic problem. As we do not have enough time, but tend to want to do a thousand things at once - but we have to make a list and then next best alternative foregone in the decision is the economic cost. (How's that for not paying attention Mrs Clarke??) The choice can hurt yourself or others, make people happy, sad or angry. It is just how we end up actually feeling at the time as to what we do.

Monday 25 January 2010

Awesome day!!!

Got up early and went to a sports day with Rachel :)

We were helping out in the kiddies corner - with arts n craft type things. The little kids were so cute - found out giraffe was a common favourite animal.

Some really fit and tanned guys there - all very good looking.

Well there was also this guy we started talking to as he put ' you could not help but smile around him'. He was funny, happy and all the kids seemed to adore him. He even managed to stop one kid crying that Rachel and I was meant to be taken care of but she freaked as she did not know us. A very enthusiastic dancer as well :P One of the nicest guys I have meet in awhile.

Went and helped out at singstar. With some okish results.

Super happy and sunburnt.

Sunday 24th January 2010

Gosh this month has gone so fast! Been diffcult at parts been good all the same.

I have seen alot of Rachel which has been great :)

Today has been quite good. I am currently reading noughts and crosses - great book.

I love it how you can refer to something but unless you know me real well you would not get the secret meanings behind it.

Classic thing of the day saw a wrestling image picked it up and said the name of the person and got it right. Yea, I have not even watched wrestling in a few years. All the hot guys are getting older :(

Rachel was back from her cruise so we both talked to her :) Overall a good tiring day

Saturday 23rd January 2010

Went out to a booksale today:

Got invited to go live with someone in Palmerston North for 2011.

Got given money to buy winter clothes for Finland.

Spent $64.50 on 4 books!!! I love the books I got though, totally worth it :)

So came back from the book sale feeling extremly loved.

Being told be several people I had grown up very well.

Friday 22nd January 2010

Nothing special today - just was an average day.

But still I am making an entry.

I was excited last night but then Mums bf came over. So I ran away to mine and went and bought myself chocolate milk.

Making a pav for tomorrow at the book sale.

Sorry for ranting

Thursday 21st January 2010

Woop I got picked up for work today. Nice not having to walk down and then spend 7 hours working. As I have to walk home.

In life sure money is what buys most things; clothes, food, computers and most of the day to day things.

Sure you need the food and clothes to survive. But it has been proven that you also need positive human contact as well. They did a study in some country where they had 10 babies or so and to see what language they would speak, they only feed them and made sure they warm. Those babies did not last long. AS it has proven that we do need love. Love comes in all shapes and sizes - whether it is a mother's or father's love to sibling love, friendship, teachers, leaders, or from in a relationship. It's what makes the world go round really. Cause thinking about it I would give up all my earthly possessions so the people I loved and liked could be happy.

But the biggest and greatest love is all or so I hear is actually being able to say you love yourself. Just being able to be content being you would be great, but no one I know is like this as far as I have seen. People put on airs about being so 'great' but alot of the time I get the feelign these people have less self confidence then even me! They seem to only want others approval. But that when it comes down to it - is what everyone want and needs.

I saw two of my Brownies today :) I had a good long chat with one of them, I miss them SO much!

When working I went out with the girl and her teacher so we did things where you need two people like - go to the pool, sit down at McDonalds and the park. It was great.

Also one of the funniest things to do at work is have the girl in her wheelchair and chase the dog around the house, as it was raining and wanted to do something fun. Me and the dog had fun at least.

MAX ASKED FOR FOOD TONIGHT!!!!

So Happy :)

Well not really - but am happy he is getting better!

Will add a photo next time my laptop is in the lounge

Wednesday 20th January 2010

Max is abit better again today, but you could see as he walks that it hurt him. Mum and I were talking and sepratly we had at different times feared Max had given up and was just going to die. Thankfully he has not, and is now drinking out of his own free will.

Got fustrated as there was not any ingredients to bake stuff with, but found a frozen can of lemonade in the frezzer. Which was great fun to break as it fizzed up which was funny.

But ending up making; Meringues, Pav and Cocconut Ice.

Meringues are GOOD. So is the Pav.

Seem to be in a Harry Potter mood as I watched the first one.

Jeremy came home today, amazingly we have not had an argument yet.

Got texts from Tabi today...

Just had an ok day.

Not as unhappy. Can not put sad as I was not sad just not happy and grumpy.

Tuesday 19th January 2010

Got to sleep in this moring and actually managed it. Which was a huge achievement so woke up to a empty house. Besides poor old MAx who was asleepon my brothers bed. He is stil rather sick today. But he is now moving (well if you pick him up off his bed) to feed and toliet.

Managed to watch 3 movies at home today - Nim's Island, Aquamarine and Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.

Argh still not in a happy mood. Can not shake it.. hopefully will soon

I decided that even though things are meant to be black or white, there are so many different shades of grey. Just working out where the grey turns to black or white - not fun in loving with just one of those two. Gotta have a mixture otherwise your life would be rather dull or to exciting.

Monday 18th January 2010

Just realised that I changed my date system for Rachel - my only/main reader. May as well since she is the only reader

After staying up rather late last night - forcing Max to drink. To find he is a bit better this morning and got super excited when he started purring at me this morning and out his head next to mine! So soon I will go amke him drink and hope he gets better even more. Fingers crossed as he is now walking a bit more.

Worked only 4 hours today! Alot easier then 7. Came home to Max being in the exact spot I left him in...

But he still drank a bit. Which is a sign he is improving. Max is like my baby, as I have helped hand feed him since he was a few weeks old. Which was well over a year ago now.. So I am quite worried about him.

Still not sure what to do this year. But deicded if mum says yes to ring up the Finnish consulate in Australia tommorrow. as I really do need to decide on what to do. As uni starts soon as well. But if I'm not going overseas I'm gonna get a car! Well that is what I have decided.

Read ome of the Jodi Picoult book, which is alot better then her others I have read so far while Max spent some time outside.

Went and saw Up in the Air - which has an ending that often portrays real life. A not a happy one.

Not in a 'happy' mood to day grr

Sunday 17th January

Had a nice sleep. Decided it was great not having to be anywhere at any certain time. I got to wake up and read!!!

When I finally got up I kept on going with my jigsaw puzzle.

Went for a little drive with Gran and drove past some of there old places. Fun realising how much I actually remembered. Saw some of the new/old subdivisions.

Saw Gran's sibling's.

When mum came and picked me up, I came home to find I had been accepted into the course I REALLY wanted to do at Waikato. So now I am not to sure in what I want to do. I wish the visa would hurry up and come through so I would know one way or another. That way then I could make plans for the future. Toss up if I do not go between Waikato (best Bussiness school) Massey (friends all close by - but family conflict THERE) or Christchurch (Sarah and Tabi may be there. Mum would kill me though. Plus it would be far enough away so I would not have to care about stuff happening at home.)

So now I am at a lost as what to do.

Saturday 16th January

Woke up round 8am :)

Rachel cooked me up sausages for breakfeast. Which was great. Left at 9.30am to og home pack and go do housework at Palmerston North.

After that went to Waitere to spend the night with Grandparents which was great fun :)

Started a jigsaw puzzle.

Watched Little Nicky which is as Grandad put it 'good for a laugh'

Friday 15th January 2010

Today I walked down to work and saw one of my old Brownies :) Was great she walked as fast as possible to see me and told me all about her teeth. And her Christmas.

Worked 7 hours :o

But went out for lunch for a friend, which was really fun :) Great catching up.

Bought a Pandora J charm today, which was pretty cool.

Mucked round and then went to Rachel's for the night.

Played Backagon when attmepting to go to bed.

14-1-2010

Today, woke up semi early - first thought we got through all the washing yesterday :) so have no more to do!!!!

Got ready for work which starts at 11am. Had no idea what type of activites to do :P Oh well, walk should be in there somewhere. Hopefully it will be as good as my last couple of walks with her ;)

Paid today - not sure if it is right though...

NCEA results out today :) I did okish, better then I thought past all high creadit things.

Went for 3 walks today :O Quite intresting. The workers are very nice at McDonalds and open doors for you if you are pushing someone in a wheelchair unlike certain people grrr....

Had a roast lamb for tea :) Layed on the tramp for a bit. Played two games of Cluedo that Kathleen won.

Went to bed early at 9.30

13-1-2010

A full lazy day today. First time not working in ages:)


Woke up around 9am. Scanned lots of photos for a scrapbook. Watched Twilight. Went on the internet. Got little sister round 3pm and had lunch.


Mum came home, went for a walk with Rachel. Great to catch up :)


Came home and WON two more games of Phase 10 so for out of 4 go me!!!

12-1-2010

Today I had a lazy day starting off just going through photos - putting in Jolene's photo album.

Updating my scrapbook. Went to work 3.30 - 6.30- had another good walk with Hannah ;)

Had Chinese for tea :) Kathleen came at 7pm. Talked, played Phase 10 around 9pm. Won two games - much to mum's and Kathleen's disgust (particularly since mum just said I never won any of the games when I was younger)

Then went to bed great day over al :)

Today

This morning I got up round 9am. After watching Anne of Green Gables the sequel last night with mum and her friends. Love that movie!

Had work at 11am till 3pm. Went for walks with Hannah :)

Txted Rach

To start off with

Ok, I know it is a lil bit past the start of the year, but I decided to start a blog. Not sure what type or how often I will actually get a chance to write in it. But hopefully it will be everyday :)