Got invited to go live with someone in Palmerston North for 2011.
Got given money to buy winter clothes for Finland.
Spent $64.50 on 4 books!!! I love the books I got though, totally worth it :)
So came back from the book sale feeling extremly loved.
Being told be several people I had grown up very well.
on the positive side of things at least half the day was good.
ReplyDeleteand to be honest you DO have a choice in if you 'go back' to how you were. Because I have come so close, so many times, to going back to eating disordered and self harming behaviours, and believe me that is hell. Half the reason I don't is because of my friends and some family that would care.
Just keep reminding yourself that each day is a new day. Live your life, say yes to things, have fun and do thigns that make you happy. And if you can't do any of that then so what? noone can be happy all of the time. If they could they'd not appreciate the feeling of happiness.
Take care and remember you are loved.
*hugs*
Thing is I knew all that last time - it just did not work.
ReplyDeleteWell today was defiantly one happy day :)